I had a really looong religious-philosophical conversation with myself (I was convinced I had terminal liver cancer. I have BP1 and Extreme Panic Disorder with Agoraphobia which can easily fuel such thoughts.)

I went round and round and through and through and, in the end, determined the Judeo-Christian movement to be continually and thoroughly flawed, internally inconsistent and containing the same amount of mumbo jumbo B.S. as Islam, Hindu, Buddhism, Satanism; which is firmly a "Christian" religion, etc. (A post to come in then near future which roughly covers; 

...how Satanism is Christian. If you worship the paper cut out Yeshua shadow show of the Devil, then you are worshiping a Christian demonic figure which you would be incapable of worshiping without its invention in Christian Canon! Therefore Satanists are Christian.) Toss out the lot of them!

There are some interesting aspects in ALL religions, but only as a vague glimmers of the truth.

It felt so good to finally be free of the Big Lie.

(Be-LIE-ve)

No more trying to match up and justify my own beliefs and personal discoveries with so much ridiculousness and so much conflicting religious ideals caused by mixing the Hebrew Torah (The "OLD" testament). With the Christian ideals found in the "NEW" testament.

First things first, remove the Torah if your a Christian. It is by no means a "Christian" book. It's a book of the Jewish religion. Purge your teachings! Priests and Nuns!

SO MANY things I believed to be true which were cast heretical by the heathen Jews and their bastard offspring the Christians. Are now but fading memories of a childhood book I onse read, now dwindling down into my own forgetfulness.

Whew... 

I wipe the sweat from my face. Ring out the rag. And go walking out that "golden" gate a FREE man.

I have a t-shirt with a bible quote. I will post my new version;