I had a really looong religious-philosophical conversation with myself (I was convinced I had terminal liver cancer. I have BP1 and Extreme Panic Disorder with Agoraphobia which can easily fuel such thoughts.)
I went round and round and through and through and, in the end, determined the Judeo-Christian movement to be continually and thoroughly flawed, internally inconsistent and containing the same amount of mumbo jumbo B.S. as Islam, Hindu, Budism, Satanism, etc.
There are some interesting aspects, but only as a vague guide.
It felt so good to finally be free of the big lie. No more trying to match up and justify my own discoveries with so much ridiculousness.
Whew... I wipe the sweat from my face. Ring out the rag. And go walking out that gate a free man.
I have a t-shirt with a bible quote. I will post my new version;

